Ok, so not a good number today. Not a good choices day yesterday. I was on the road all day and I make bad choices when I'm busy/stressed. I also did not get on the treadmill last night. I kinda felt like that was not so much a bad choice as a good one because I was a bit sore from my prior two nights and really don't want to injure myself in my out-of-shape state. But it obviously didn't help the scale today.
And today, again I made bad choices. How can I fall off the wagon so quickly? Didn't I just recommit? I honestly didn't even want to blog because I'd have to admit what I've done. Which is so hard. But at least I'm keeping this commitment. At least I'm here and telling the (semi-anonymous) world. And that's something. I am super tired and have not been getting enough sleep. So even though I should go get on the treadmill, I'm going to give myself permission to go to bed. And I'm going to do that. Sleep. And pray that tomorrow I will be stronger. I know I can be stronger. I will be stronger.Sadly,
Cin
P.S. And because blogs are always more interesting with pictures. Here's a gratuitous picture of my cat. :0)
I hear you on the decisions . . . it is really difficult to get over it and get on the computer and post a blog after eating like crap. You did it and I bet it will help you to have a better day in the future. Fake it til you make it, right?
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